None of the girls I work with at London escorts have ever been through an abortion, and I guess that may be a good thing. It is not that most cheerful topic to talk about, but recently I have been thinking about it a lot. I was adopted at birth, and I have to admit that I did not have the happiest life. Sure, I can understand why my mom made the decision that she made, but like I have told my best friend at London escorts, there are days I wish that she would have had an abortion instead. Most of the girls at London escorts know their fathers, but I don’t have clue who he is. All I know is that my mom had an affair with a married man, and I am the result. Before my mom committed suicide, she wrote me a letter which I found years later when I traced her through the adoption agency. Unlike the other girls at charlotte London escorts, I do feel a lot like an orphan and I don’t feel that I fit in all of the time.
My adoptive parents tried as hard as they could but I never felt that I fitted in. My adoptive mom as the worst. She was jealous that my adoptive father had children for a previous relationship and hated the fact that they did not have any natural children of their own. Liked I have said to my most trusted friends at London escorts, she turned all of that hatred on to me in the end, and the family fell apart. At the time I was around 12 years old and was placed in foster care. With little love in my life, I soon ended up on the wrong side of lie which eventually took me to London escorts. I was quick enough to leave the family I was leaving with. On my 18th birthday, I packed my bags and told them I was leaving. I had planned ahead and saved up enough money to live on.
Eventually I did end up in London and I got job in a bar in Soho. After that I worked as a hostess in a rather sleazy club in the same part of London. From there I eventually ended up working for London escorts and I am still here. I don’t mind working for London escorts. In fact, I have done rather well and I have got my own flat which I bought with my earnings. But I have this sadness that follows me around. I wonder if my father is still alive, and why mom had to commit suicide. It feels like it was my fault.
Is adoption better than abortion? I really don’t know however I do know that many adopted children do not have very happy lives. They search for something all of the time, and eventually, I think that they try to find home elsewhere. That upsets their adoptive parents, and it just becomes a very vicious circle. Maybe unwanted children are not meant to be and many just seem to be just forced into the world.